Sunday, January 3, 2010

I Need You Tomorrow

Tyler,

Happy New Year!! I know that you and all of your angel friends had a huge celebration up in Heaven. Daddy and I cooked seafood and Macy tried to stay up but she feel asleep. She sees you a lot, little one. I can tell she is looking at you because she'll sigh and then look at me. She really loves you and misses you just as much as Daddy and I do.

Well baby boy, tomorrow is going to be a hard day for mommy. It's my first day going back to work. This was supposed to be your first day at daycare but instead mommy has to go back to work without you. It would be nice for you to show me some sort of sign tomorrow that you are with me and thinking about me. It would help mommy a lot.

I loved the fortune cookie that you sent for mommy. It was perfect. Daddy tried to take a picture of it but all the pictures that we took didn't show the words very clearly. It said,

"One of the most valuable things we can do to heal one another is to listen to each other's stories."

Don't worry baby boy. Mommy loves to share your story and I will tell everyone that wants to listen. You are so special to Mommy and Daddy. You will always be our first son and our guardian angel. We can't wait till you have brothers and/or sisters that we can share them with you.

I love you baby boy and I would love to feel you with me tomorrow as I go back to work.

I love you forever and always.
Your Mommy

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